Heart-broken, Still

I just want Matt to do the things he promised he would. I want him to say things that will make everything better. I want the pain to stop.

To Lie is to commit the most horrific crime you can against another human being.

I feel like that scene in Bruce Almighty, where Jennifer Aniston's character is begging God to help her not to love Bruce anymore. I want to be over him, but I am not.

I don't understand why he doesn't respond, why he walks away.

I saw myself having children with him, building a home of love with him, sleeping in his arms at night. Now all I have is my cold unforgiving reality, and endless time to pick up the pieces of my broken heart.

I didn't deserve this.

No one ever did.