Solitude
I keep waiting for someone to stop me, someone to catch me before I get away, but no one ever does. They all "give me what I want" which means that I end up alone. I try and escape it all, try and destroy myself in order to understand this curse.
He's drinking now, and I do not like the fact that he is becoming an alcoholic to eliminate his problems and I am so quick to condone it.
Another kid is probably moving in with me to escape his problems.
I am the redeemer, solid, strong, and required to be alone.
Why don't people just take what they want??? All I want is to serve, but they tell me to do what I want and refuse to let me help, thus, in fact, keeping me from what I truly want.
He's drinking now, and I do not like the fact that he is becoming an alcoholic to eliminate his problems and I am so quick to condone it.
Another kid is probably moving in with me to escape his problems.
I am the redeemer, solid, strong, and required to be alone.
Why don't people just take what they want??? All I want is to serve, but they tell me to do what I want and refuse to let me help, thus, in fact, keeping me from what I truly want.
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