Make Up Sex and Beta Fish

State is tomorrow and I am terrified. My speech is not nearly ready, and there is not much time to fix it. I hate this. I have been a jerk to almost everyone because someone else cut me deeply yesterday. My bad mood leaves me shaking in anger wanting to physically hurt others. I am tired of this, but I suck it up and go back into studying.

There is nothing harder than this moment.

I take and deep breath and dive back in.