Irony

December 27th, 2004 at 11:53 pm this was written. Publishing my old drafts tonight. I have no idea why I didn't publish it originally.

I am listening into your CD and I have many times wanted to tell you something.

Track 11 is you.
(Everything You Want-Vertical Horizon)
every time I hear it, I only think of you.

God I wish sometimes things were more in my control, but they are not. Please believe me Ian. You are my everything, my best-friend, the best guy I'll ever know, and yet. . .

ah life. It's ironic cruelty. I am so sorry.